Time on Earth

That's it!! She's off my list

Cheers gals.. cheers... I am FREE! FINALLY!

She did the ultimate stunt which extends beyond my limits. I know I am not her type, I know I don't smitten her like any other guys on the street, I know she rather kiss anyone anytime rather than me. However willing to be laid by some obvious playboy just shows how 'lonely' she can be. Perhaps because she's someone I fancy thus, I feel more upset about it. If she's just another female friend I might just take it as that's her character of being really open with the guys she chooses.


Story time:

Went celebrate my dive buddy's birthday and my buddy has a visiting guy (B) from from the States. She joined us later and was introduced to B. The night went on pretty normally till people starts to get a bit tipsy. She wasn't drinking as she drove there.

B was having a 'buffet' dancing closely to any gal that comes his way. Soon we saw my dive buddy snogging one of B's friends, and B's brother is happily dancing with B's female friend.

To cut the story short, we saw B kissing and all over my other female friend A. Before this I saw B asking her to go get drinks and I can see how passionately she holds his hand. (with both her hands on his) After which B's brother left with B's female friend, A, B, my dive buddy, B's friend and her went for supper while me and 2 other gals left for home. I don't know why but somehow I just don't feel like staying behind cause something tells me that something happened (my 6th sense never fails me)

The following day, my dive buddy told me that she saw her snogging B on the dance floor and she even go tell my dive buddy how smitten she was by B, added him on her facebook, added B's favourite music video (she initially don't listen to that particular type of music). My dive buddy went on to tell her that B has a girlfriend back home and B was in my dive buddy's bed till Saturday morning. B has been sleeping with my dive buddy for a couple of years. My dive buddy also highlighted that B was snogging A the whole night after snogging her.

Her reply was really disappointing. Despite all this she still so smitten by him. Saying it as A who came between her and B. She was disappointed that B was not daring enough to take her (she's there for his taking).

She got smitten, legs went weak there and then I can understand but still so smitten by B even after knowing his character just shows something about her own character too. Her university buddy was telling me that perhaps she's lonely, perhaps she's looking for a shag and why I don't get upset about my dive buddy for sleeping with B. Yes, I agree I over reacted a little but I think I am more upset with myself than being upset with her. I must always remember, she is SINGLE and I did not tell her in her face that I like her, therefore she has all the rights to shag anyone.

After this incident, I think I truly have seen enough. This wasn't the first time she snog a guy she fancy after just a couple of hours of meeting him. Perhaps she just like bad boys or she just like to used by playboys. I wish her good luck with her choice then.

I won't be initiating outing with her from now on. However, she has penetrated my circles of friends and I know no matter how I want to avoid, I will still see her but for sure I am no longer her 'dead duck' in the pot.

posted by Hairy Crab @ 10:28 PM